sanee*`

2007-01-28T16:46:00.000+08:00

When i was doing my IO chem revision.
Some thing hit me right in the face,
when i was looking at my beloved cat.

Cats are just like your ordinary Girl friends.

Why?

When you see them too often,
they seemed so normal.
When you see them once in a blue moon ,
you find them a beauty.

when you want them by your side ,
they play hard to get.
However, eventually they come.

When you are doing major and important stuff.
they come to get your attention.
they wanna know whether
they themselves are more important or
less important to you compared to important stuff.

It's like when you watch tv ,
then when you laugh at smth totally hilarious.
then turning back to find no one beside you
to laugh together.
Then , that's the time you would
tap the floor or table,
and the beloved cat would come over
and meow to a beautiful tone.
and accompany you.

Just the same thing a sweet girl fren would do.

But one more thing that girl and cats really have in similar is
they will always do anything they like.
even if they know that's wrong ,
they would still do it that way.

just like my cat ,
telling to stop scratching the sofa
or shitting around( which my cat doesn't cos she's civilised).

even though they get the msg ,
when you catch them doing those wrong things
and raising up the cane or hand
would definitely get the meaning into their head.

But they will still do it.
Nothing will stop it.

And one more thing.
the way cats sleep
really gets as cute as how girls are.
Usually la.

2006-12-23T02:28:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday me.
=)

playing soccer on artifical grass
was fun.
cya people.
be back about 5 days later.

taking bus to KL.
VOOM VOOM!...

2006-12-17T08:44:00.000+08:00

i only realize smth now
that buying things to wear or have
would be wonderful feeling to you
especially if you like it.
to think that the previous time
when i was a kid
when my mom ask to buy anything for me
i would just go
' ai ya nvm la'
then my mom would say ' ok then'
then my sister could buy more things.
but now , its like so many things to buy
and so little money .

this way whenever you buy smth ,
you will feel satisfied.
i also got my jersey yesterday.
actually its my first soccer jersey la
with my name on it as well.

yay today's the first day of hols for me.
still got 3 weeks more to go.
but its not really a holiday to me
cos i still got dragon boat and so on.
and got some IDEAS module
where have to do group project
and hand in some business proposal .
crap sia!

i think these 3 weeks is gonna be short
cause i gonna KL for 4 days.
whoo hoo!
i remember the last time i went to kl
then cannot do anything at genting .
dman sian!
missing of the fun.
and now i gonna grab all of it.

yay kk
ciaos

2006-12-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

i am finally back here.
well , met up with a few problem lately.
dint really post for about a few weeks plus plus.
really very busy.
got test one following after the other.

anyway i got a soccer match tml.
pretty motivated and excited about it.
but i got "threatened" by one senoir.
as in not really threatened.
its just a word to put it that way
because i am now like trapped inbetween 2 doors,
wondering to leave thru which door?
or can i just stay there
not willing to choose any door?

i had to choose between my passion and my job.
smth like tat.
if you could choose i wonder which you would accept,
and how things would turn out to be?
if i knew how things would happen ,
it will definitely be so much easier.

anyway , i have been studying .
far more better than last sem.
results have shown that i am putting more effort.
but, i still aint consistent.
i realize in poly, people get sian-ed of the slightest things.
its like paradise la for poly.
jsut that poly student dont know to treasure it.
in class if you listen like how you do in sec school,
i can assure you
that you should at least get all A for your major modules .
its a sure A especially when the lecturer knows you put in efforts
and decides to help you get better results.

i really got the soccer urge now.
but i really wanna stay in dragon boat.
i dont want to lose this motivated guys.
even if i dont row in the first team,
i dont really mind ,
at least we get to train together
and graduate from SP
being known as a Dragon boater.

2006-11-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

i'm pretty bored.
i am suppose to be studying micro bio.
instead i ended up figuring out designs for chairs.
its for my IDEA's module.
believe it or not.
its stands for Innovation Design & Enterprise in Action.
its a lame module la.
something like D n T
just that its broaded
and you dont have to be restricted
under a theme .

i was playing soccer with my cousins.
then i was like dominating there.
in the end , i gave them chance
i became the monkey
and one of the cousin actually bounce the ball and hit it.
it went right to my face.
then i was abit hot la.
the thing is the cousin who kicked me
dint say sorry
instead he laugh the loudest.
then all of them laughed at me.

i have not had such a feeling for a long time already.
i dint want to go straight to him
and hit him back or punch him.
i played the smart way.
so when i had the ball
i hit the ball harder
when it goes to him.
then he was like 'ouch'.
because he's still young.

i realize when playing games
with those kiddo at that age.
its better for them to know where you stand.
you need to be more DAO.
really! this case really have to.
then they know that you are not to be messed with.
if not they do stupid things
that makes you mad.

but it was fun la.
i thought them alot of stuff.
hope they learn them well
even though i dont really like their behaviour.

tml schools starts again.
that the end of the weekend.
peace out*

2006-11-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

i had time line challenge today.
Its like a amazing race things for sec 3 kiddos.
i hope they had fun.
i wasn't sure whether our group was last or not.
but i knew that was one group that came back after us.
i was like the facilitator to the outram sec adventurers.
there were 3 of them.
i was suppose to guide them.
i manage to guide them right
i guess but i dint really play cheat
and i manage to give them some hints
and they could catch it.
we have nice refreshments la.
they had CREAM PUFF!
whoo
COOL!

ohh i got an sms from joanna.
i kinda forgot how she is already la.
but its okay.
its nice to bump into ppl.
but i dint really see her well she did see me.
she sms-ed me asking wat am i doing there?
then i was like in a time line challenge la.
then i got a reply who are you ? ya wat?
i forgot that my phone had 2 numbers.
i still have the 96551279 number.
people calling me on that number still can get me.
just that when i call or sms back.
it would be another number.
then she was thinking i had 2 handphones.
that was like abit lame.

i kinda feel or opening up a sanee's gal thinking corner.
its kinda wierd
and it might be a right thing to do.
but i shall do it on my blog first.
so that gals reading this
could realize this mistakes that thought weren't mistakes.

not gonna start today.
anyway, my abs , calfs and biceps are aching.
i feel good then.
cos i am growing to shape.

adios.

2006-11-11T21:05:00.001+08:00

i bought new shoes.
its cost me a bomb.
i even used hari raya money to chip in.
and it was barely enough.

and i had soccer match today.
i find i have not been playing soccer.
its like i am doing 'wtf' in the team.
we suppose to beat this team.
and we were like almost losing.
and luckily manage to draw the match.

i feel i came in with the wrong intentions.
i thought
i thought
i thought.
but when the situation comes
i take risks that are stupid
and i end up losing it.

but i felt that i was abit slow
but it was the mud that made me very wierd.
i really felt stupid.

next time i go in the pitch.
its gonna be different
the confidence will be there.
the atmosphere will be there.

and i will do my part as right mid fielder.

2006-11-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

i realize ever since i started it
i dint not have the passion to go far.
and until now i regret not having the passion
and having to face such humiliation
putting a fake brave front
but aint really.
but i choose not to stand down.
i choose for my life
i choose for my own.
i shall choose what i want.
if it does not work this way
it will work the other way.

i thought alot about it when going home.
i realize it.
but what benefits i hold now
might not be still there lateer on.

still pondering?
wondering?
hmmm

2006-10-31T22:04:00.000+08:00

Came back from DB tired and relieved
i got my paddle and my training tee.
It sure feels good to have those in house accessories.
it makes you feel more motivated to stuff.
anyway, today's training i was doing badly.
and the guys had to cover me.
i feel so weak.
well i better go train myself.

i have to pull up my grades.
and miracleously
i did.
for my first few test.
i did pretty well.
this should be my jump start of my academic performance.

came back pretty sore all over.
anyway , i having my grand finals tml.
whoo it gonna be interesting.

I am totally worn out today.
kk gtg rest already cya.

2006-10-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

I came back home late this few days.
just came home
saw my mom going to office at this time
its like totally off working hours
but claims to have plenty of paper work.

Anyway she ask me about my results.
because in poly
you dont really have test for parents to sign.
so she ask me about my stuff.
cos my results is pretty average.
not really good nor bad.
so its bad la to me.
so i need to pull it up.

LOTs of events coming up.
have been coming home late
due to the late meetings la.
no choice
to make it even better
tml got test!
BEST!

kk i better go do my stuff already.
better study hard ppl.

2006-10-29T19:38:00.000+08:00

I just post.
but it turned out to be too long i think.
then it ERROR me.
and then the post was gone.
BEST.
lazy to post already.
anyway break daancing
ROCKS!!

2006-10-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

Had a time line trail yesterday
it was for CA committee

it was kind of an amazing race thing
for secondary school students.
i was wondering why i went for it.
its kinda stupid because it was so hot.
ANyway i just hope for their event to be a success.
just like our debate GRAND FINALS!
it going to fall on this coming WED.
and its gonna be very formal.
The winner are going to get really good stuff.
like a dman cool dont know wat brand pen la.
and i think $120 voucher for popular each.
wah they can buy like anything they want there.
but the winner should be very brilliant speaker.
its gonna be a very grand debate.

anyway, there this guy in CADC.
i knew him thru playing carrom.
he's really good at it.
then i was thinking that he's good at other things.
but not so for his studies.
but yesterday .
i thought of learning break dance.
then suddenly he told me smth true about break dancing
and then he started teaching me cch and WEi yi how to break!
OMG!.
that's like the second thing he thought me.
smth that's interest people have.
he taught me facts of life
but its okay.
he's cool
cos i am!
=)
i gonna master it.
i told him he had the potential to be a teacher .(laughs)
anyway break dance is dman cool.
we went to vivo yesterday.
its like the first time i went there.
awww the roof top is a nice place for couples.
but i went with more of the guys.
then the food republic dessert shop
BEST!
i saw a $2.20 ice jelly cocktail
my favourite la.
then i buy in the end,
the counter gave me
a MINI BOWL of ice and jelly
with a FEW fruit cocktails on top.
LOL!..
CCH's sea coconut also one rice bowl like tat only.
WEI YI's mango pudding sago okay la.
the mango jelly was almost the main portion of the whole thing.
usually its the ice.

wah beware hor! dont go buy then you regret.
remember that sanee did warned you once!!!!

today after walking home from Kallang kfc,
i see this damn big lorry
then the malay people sitting at the back.
screaming saying 'helllo'
its like they are having the hari raya fever.
unlike me ,i am like so dead and dull.
but i cant really be showing a happy face
cos my dad aint gonna give green not red packet this coming new year.
cos our grandma died.
AWWW ..
but its okay.
its fun still if you know how to.

i dont want to run away.i want to stay forever.from time to time.

2006-10-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

I just love friday.
well, it has the lessest lesson.
and its like a blessing
to have the fasting month to end.
and i got quite sometime to go to my club
and do my own stuff.

i believe i will get my break dance right.
it starts with hand stand.
well , got to train harder and better.

ai ya i lost my file.
i wont wwhere it is.
like my IO chem notes is all there!
ARGH! gonna be in big trouble lo.

i wonder why...
i dont seem to like anyone.
its wierd.
and i dont have the mindset i once have.
maybe i am not the same anymore.
its wierd.
nvm i got tons of things to do
than such things.

2006-10-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

I finally have my goals clarified
wierd right ? but its true!

well i know i am in chemical engineering.
most probably i will want to be a chemical engineer.
and be doing practical things like designing a plant or smth.

next for my own leisure.
i wanna learn my break dance right.
if i do master it, its just gonna feel so right.

i wanna do well for soccer for my club.
have been having quite a few matches.
got some we lost.
got some we win.
that's how you get the ups and downs of life.

i also wanna play FUSBALL!
omg its so ZAI.
i want to learn snake,
i want to learn push
i wan to learn almost everything in FUSBALL!

I also wanna play my carrom properly.
suddenly carrom come out,
oh it a game that i always play when i go to club.
its fun for me.
its like pool
just that this one you dont have to use a cue stick
AND ITS FREE!

now for my CCA
i wanna train more in my DB.
hope i can get fitter.
then NS shall be fun not a torture.

i also wanna participate in my clubs event.
but i hope it wont clash with my DB.

that's almost all.
not much.
but that's at least what i wanna do.

OH ya the last thing.
i wanna get a nice nice gal.
well, sounds wrong for me to say it.
but i dont care.
ciaos.

2006-10-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

Had a particularly great day
starting i was studying for my test.
it was a pretty hectic start
but it got better as the day went pass
soon the test was over.

it was an easy test.
supposely to finish that 45 minute test
within 10 minute and at least get an A.
but did a few careless mistake.
cause microbio testing your memory skill.
so testing your storage and recalling power.

anyway the test was okay.
hope i get at least 30 over 40.

anyway after test ,
i was thinking whetther to go DB .
in the end, i decided to go break fast la.
go DB still cant eat.
then need train and i was abit dried then.
so i skipped training.
dont worry i wont miss the other trainings .
after tat went to moberly.
BEST!
went there to play fusball.(not sure)
think so its the soccer thing in that box la.
then you use your hand to rotate the handle
then your guy on the handle will hit the ball.
then i saw this 2 gals.
saw them before.
they were the professionals there.
so i was like going there to play.
then they challenge us.
then i say they 'bully us small'
then they started laughing.
they thought i dont know they knew how to play.
in the end they gave chance
so it was more fun.
then made fren with them.
can la got not bad
one of them quite cute.
but soon had dinner at KFC.
then better i went to meet DB ppl.
then they ask me go do pull up since i miss training.
then in the end saw them break dancing alittle.
just nice, i had that passion of break dancing yrs ago.
then saw them practising it.
i join in the fun.
Break dancing sounds right to me!.
just like it.
we 3 guys gonna learn it well.
but gotta be careful .
IF i do it well,
i should be satisfied with myself.
To me break dancing might be dangerous,
but you cant get as much fun as almost anything else.

so went home.
it was a clean and easy day for me.
no test already the feeling different.
YEA, fasting month is gonna end.
finally for god's sake its ending.
kk cya ppl.

2006-10-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

I was suppose to do much much more
for this weekend.
i ended up playing soccer on sat
and DB today.
then i was too tired on both days.
cos i was worned out by afternoon.
then i was too hungary and too tired
to even take out my work and do.
just manage to complete my club stuff.
lots of stuff to do.
got proposal to do.
got to prepare for tml debate.
cos i am the chair person.
Somemore this is the first debate event.
i have totally no experience in doing such a thing.
anyway, i did prepare enough
so it shouldn't be a problem.

kinda feeling dizzy and faint
sometime you do get alot of things to do in poly.
i also wanna play better in my cadc team .
hope our team can make it to the finals.
but i have to study too.
i wanna make sure i pull up my grades.
phew* luckily i only have 1 test this week.
the next week , i gonna die.
i think i have bout 3 quizes.

kk i better get to my work
ciaos

2006-10-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

today had a soccer match.
against a team we fought before.
they got a few nice players la.
but their defenders not strong enough.
our defenders not best liao.
our team improve alot
compared to the previous match.

ai ya i miss 2 shots.
cos i was more of a team player la.
then one chance i was inside penalty box
dont know wanna shoot or pass
then i wanted to pass but i could not pass,
and in the end i just hit a half-Fucked ball.
then it was like rolling to the keeper.
got another one also quite sad.
i fake the defender then wanna shoot.
then when i shoot i hit the grass then my ball no power.
kk that's about the match.

alamak.
mark waiting for me to home play game.
by the time i came home
already so late.
he very sian .
sorry la babe.
LOL..actually he wont see this
but its okay!

yay FAsting month!
10 more days only.
hurray!
got alot of projects haha.

2006-10-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

I realize that today.
i had to hand in so many hw.
omg.. i feel so damn guilty.
i going to complete it tml.
since class start at 2pm ,
its a chance for me to catch up.

I cant believe like i am forcing myself to study.
but i am definitely going to study.
yea i feel like going out to kallang KFC
enjoying the drinks and then doing all my hw.
maybe i should do it.
no doubt.
of course after the fasting month.

Today got interview.
quite satisfied.
its about the freshman orientation.
they say they wanted me to be one.
i am not sure.
have a feeling they are pulling me back to cadc.
but i am sure any other club would want that.fairly!
but i wanna have fun and make such events fun.

kk i now gonna slp early tml chiong hw.
anyyway guy wearing yellow back gay anot?
i hope not =(

2006-10-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

Today was my grandpa birthday.
But went out with mark ,yi qian ,ee shuen.
LOL ee shuen so tall.
wear heels one.
phew* shorter then me still by alittle.

We stand like idiot at there for so long
looking at the super star ppl.
i and mark wondered?
why gals like to stupid things that wastes time.
(no offence though)
but so crowded.

then i and mark go watch movie.
LOL on the way to cinema
we saw 2 GAYS!
i and mark first time see.
we totally disgusted.
got one gay wanted to kiss the other one.
wah lao.
i cannot ta han leh.
alittle bit 'off' but nvm.

then ee shuen and yq dint wanna watch.
then i and mark watch nia.
then when walking back to super star stage
before the movie started,
we saw another gay couple.
this one not as cheerful as the other one
this one like in a quarrel
one give the 'ah qua hand move'
then the other one act cool
then dint respond in anyway.

haha today so fortunate go suntec watch movie,
can see such EXTRAORDINARY STUFF!
then when i and mark go buy ticket.
mark buy 2 tickets only.
then counter staff lady thought we gay sia.
2 person watch only.
LOL i and mark buay ta han keep on laughing.
we watched ROB-B-HOOD

the baby really cute.
the news paper says that rob-b-hood only 2 stars
but i would give it at least a 3.5 to 4.5 stars rating.

then went to east coast
the tung lung seafood restuarant
then i made a late entrance.
wah all the cousin & aunties & uncles
looking at you makes you very nervous lo.

then i sat beside sha min.
now then i realize sitting beside him.
can DIE LA!
then i keep giving him the 'LOOK'
LOL usually works.
then he will just " okay okay"
then he will do as i says.
but boys at his age
really cannot sit down and relax.
they need to move around.
too much sugar in their body .

dont worry la. i know
what i should do with my life.

2006-10-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

Came back home.
tml still got soccer match
ZAI la.
win already lo
cos my arms and lehs all tired and shagged!

Anyway came back home.
i wanted sha min to be fit.
So i ask him do .
Yea! i hope he understd wat i am doing.
he might be cursing me for forcing him.
but when he gets to sec school.
i bet he would surely thank me.

I think i am gonna concentrate on studies.
its really important to pull my GPA grade .
its real bad.
i need to pull it desperetely.

i believe i can do it.
have been paying almost full attention in class ,
and more importantly applying
and able to do the question the next week.
usually i come to school the next week
unable to recall anything i have studied.

With frens i have
who are more than best frens to me,
i can pull it thru this easily
it might be tough
nonetheless, they are there
to push me up when i break down!

2006-10-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

I had just resumed training.
the first training which was yesterday,
seemed quite tough to me.
although i was fasting la.
but that's no excuse cos i ate in the morning.
But my body is like aching like siao.
then somemore,
i got soccer match on friday.
whoo quite anxious about it.
but tml got training wah die.
hey you know.
i participated in so much of my club eevent.
its gonna be a hectic sem for me.
but still i gonna make it through.
gonna pull up my class test grades
i will study yea man!

Anyway, today went home with wei yi and senoirs.
we sort of got disgusted by the way some clubs do stuff.
like how dragon boat senoir pull junoirs underwear.
PHEW*
i haven tio yet.heng! haha
better not let any senoir know lo
but now i very tired la.
tml lesson 8 to 5pm.
then 530pm training start.
wah..
tml..gonna Be a fierce day.
kk i need to rest my body.
cya people.

2006-09-30T17:41:00.000+08:00

Since young ,
i dont know how
i dont know why?
but my computer has always been so fucked UP!

i dont know why.
but even it was a new lap top
with considerably good specifications,
and its still so lousy and dc-abled.

i hate it when my comp dc.
i wonder whether its the router
or the lap top itself.
maybe , wat my grandma said wat true
that our uncle can never fix a good comp for us.
Since ever i was in primary school,
my uncle started fixing for us computers.
and after the first repair came the second one.
and now its never ending
but, now he's gone to some place.
i also dont know how i am suppose to repair such stuff.

haiz
if only my comp
was more stable.
anyway i am not asking for smth that difficult right?

when you have smth ,
you keep complaining about it,
but when you lose that smth,
you would long to have it back.

2006-09-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

Today went to school for 1 hr tutorial.
Cool lo.
Anyway, went to play carrom.
yea the carrom league is back.
at least there's smth i am contented about.

Anyway fasting month la.
alittle bit sian la.
but what to do
i was born from this religion
i was born to follow this religion
and i have to abide by its rule.

Alot of people say such people
are likely to marry people of same religion.
but i dont want to!

alamak la.
Anyway i was analyzing about fragrance.
I dont know why gals always smell good one.
no fair!
But of course there is artifical fragrance such as perfume
i still remember in primary school,
when teacher ask me whether i will put on perfume
then i say " eeeeeeeeee" impossible.
and now i am like depending on it.
its nice la
but too much not nice also.
WEll perfume really makes you more fragrant
but it hides your natural fragrant.
either manly or feminine one.

too much of something good,
is not a good thing.
try to keep it in proportion
and you will enjoy it forever.

2006-09-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

School starts tml.
Oh wells.
Anyway dragon boat race dint turn out right.
But alot of boaters knew it had to be that way for some.
i was sad of course.
who wouldn't be.

maybe being a coach
aint easy when student starts to second guess.
Maybe, we should have stayed together no matter how.

Since we have started this,
i guess i have to continue this.

Anyway the fasting month is here.
fast the first day.
miraculously my sis did fast.
well sha man said he fast till 4.30pm
but actually he dint.
he broke fast well before that.
Like bout 7 am like tat LOL!

facing the truth.
when you experience love, dont ask why!just enjoy it.=)

2006-09-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

My dad came home
when i had dinner at 10
then he asked me about my results?
of course i pass la.
but i wanna get higher grades.
haiz everyone scoring
i dint really score.
he told me he wanted me to be a pilot.
yea..
that's somethiing i would like to do from young.
he told me he had connections.
then he say i needed the physcial
and the eye sight.
credits goes to dragon boat if i really get selected.
dman glad to hear that from my dad.

long time since i have talked to my dad
last time every week go play badminton .
Now he also dont know go where already.
So sad.
Nvm.
Next time i can spend time with him when he's older.

Now i am just worried
had bad dreams bout something i dont wanna lose.
chun told me i fuck up the whole thiing.
like i had something so nice already.
then i let it go like tat.
and claims that i was so stupid.
i also beginning to ask myself?
hai yo .
sometime i think i also wonder why i did it.
maybe maybe maybe.
why why why
so many uncertainties.
need to let time pass before i can do anything.

Errr RACe coming up!
good luck dragon boaters!

2006-09-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

I have to choose gems?
hmmm dont really know what to chose?
john wants to do business cos its compulsory for him.
mark want to do sense scent and cents.
why? you all should know.
my classmates all spamming me also.
then wanna do the same course?
errr its like you got to choose between your old frens
and classmate.

sometime i just feel like talking.
sometime i jsut feel like keep silent.
sometime i need to learn when is right and when is wrong.

if you mean forever , say you 'll try.

2006-09-14T17:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday really dint go well

It started quite okay at dragon boat training.
but i had a bad tummy ache for a start.
then we had training.
while i was rowing
i accidentally knock my thumb again the boat frame.
then got one chunk of my meat stuck at the boat.
dman that crooked boat frame.

then training finish.
then i went up.
then we went do some pull ups then went to kallang to have lunch.
then i i knew i had my ring in my bag.
then when i reach kallang mrt.
ZZZ fuck man.
i lost my ring.
haiz so sad.
i totally no mood already.dint really wanna talk about it.
chun mark john they all tried to make me feel better.
but they knew i already more fuck-ed up then ever already.

i think i really irresponsible.
i cant keep things i have properly.
that's why i lost the things
that i hold so dear.

haiz..after tat.
we planned to go mark house
go play game la
and watch movie.
it all started well.

until when my mom called.
and ask me go home straight away.
like wat is wrong with stayin over.
they still treat me like a boy leh.
she shout at me.
but i explain to her properly.
until the end she just
" I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU"
then the phone went " tuuu tuuu Tuuu"
zzzz...
i know its hard being a parent
even more when your child grow really big
and is gonna have his own life soon.
but not this way ma.
like to controllsive.
i hate this type stuff.
why wont ppl just understd.
alreaedy no mood
still need to put with such things.

wah then my result came up.
which i have not told my parents.
they were not good la.
i mean i pass
okay pretty average.
but to me they are lousy results.
i never felt so lousy in my class.
next sem i need to change this attitude already.

its my uncle birhtday today.
so i had better put up a smile.
and my grandma and mom are like
still angry with me.
they wanted me to go home.
i resisted so much
until when sis ju came in to fetch me.
ai ya...

sometime...you need to understd others
before others do.

suddenly got runny nose.
how come like this.
Maybe this is down part of my life.
i will be waiting for this gradient to change.

2006-09-09T12:29:00.000+08:00

I HAVE LOTS LOTS LOTS of time now.
the other 3 boys are playing maple.
then i dont play cute games.
so i dint join in
gonna be quite free at nite only.
morning all booked up by Dragon boat.

Kk chalet story come in.
First day, we reach sentosa.
then we 3 mark john me were like looking around lo.
then we like quite excited la.
dont know how come but we wanted to play this
"ask gal her number" game.
so stupid.
in the end we reach we accompany mark go find 'someone'
Anyway we go found hotty hotty hot hot jasmine.
Mark claims that she was
she was wearing bikini also la.
hey i find she courageous enough to do so.
I have never even seen a person in sec school wear bikini.
except her.

Even if they do, sure outside shirt inside bikini.
SINGAPORE GAL STYLE.
but it takes time one la.
we Actually dont know where the resort is .
so we were lost la something like tat.
In the end we found
then changed then go beach!

in the end go beach got this another 'mark lee' guy.
that guy is kinda 'on' to jasmine.
then mark see already 'uh hum got green green face'
they were so bored lo when we haven come.
then when we came
we made everything more fun.
at least fun enough la.
but too little people already.

then went back resort then go swimming pool
wah something happen there.
i sort of like had my heart chopped into 2 pieces
then got it pasted back together.
nvm bout that.

then we 4 'oh ya pei ya som'
then see who go bathe first.
then
chun put white
mark put white
john put white
then i put HALF!

LOL..then they say i bathe last.
LOl should be i bathe first lo.

in the end the air con so cold buay ta han.
mark wear socks and jeans to slp
LOL!
i keep on steal the blanket.
Woke up everybody's neck pain.
no pillow ma.

2nd day.
we go play volley ball.
in the morning then afternoon go back
kallang for sea rowing.
then come back that time.
saw the badminton and some prefect people.
then go change then play volley ball bout 30 minute only lo
so stupid.
haha then start bbq
then people go swim.
people go eat.
people go talk talk.
more ppl came alittle bit more fun la.
in the end alot of ppl get pushed into water.
then we 4 dragon boat boys go 'rape' the other boys
not really rape la as in go throw them into water.
damn funny.
then i starting blur blur
everybody push me into water.
if i not wrong got get pushed in bout 15 times.
then hwee hian and christine got wat they gave me.
cai ling lucky lo she push me once then run away.

okay la the next day tired then go slp.
actually the chalet i stay over 2 night not bad liao.
first time for me a 2 nite stay.
i listened to alot of stuff.
i tried to think wat i should do.
then i try to make it clearer
but its hard for me to share stuff that i cant.
dont know how to express this out la.
but seemed alittle confusing
after yesterday
i seemed to have lost my concentration.

2006-09-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

I guess i am back at home now.
after the 2 night stay at the chalet.
think my grandma alittle sad.
cos i dont stay over one.
then now i stay over somemore stay over 2 days.
i am gonna spend time with her later.

i came back with chun and john and mark
they all going play maple.
CRAP!
then on the way to mom's saloon
so sleepy.
when the guy cut my hair.
i nearly dozed off.
then he laugh at me.LOL

then got a lift home from uncle.
then now i am at home.
then check my stuff.
think lots of thing have change after this chalet.
then got this 'letter'
stared at it for bout 10 minutes.

wondering its something good or bad?
i am still thinking.

kk i gtg slp first .
need rest.

2006-09-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

Unexpectedly after my dragon boat training.
i came home not really tired.
i some sort of screwed it up during training.
dint get selected
although i should have gone thru.

anyway i will train hard.
came back and in the end.
that was a plan,
grandma 's idea to go to the beach.

Was alittle bored cause..
i was looking at my grandma
and the cousins play.
until i decided to bury sha min underground.
then i made a muscular body of him on the sand.
so he looked BIG!
LOL took a picture already .
looks nice.
big body small head
after tat mom and sis ju came along.
and we had alot of fun.

WE play Base ball.
it was very fun la.
got the family family feeling.
everyone was participating .
everyone was laughing.
i would love to play this with...
ahh nvm.
stagnant..
think mark's right.
but i wont give up yet.

i think i am gonna slp
tml got training la
going to slp already
slp well people.

2006-09-01T14:56:00.000+08:00

I went to mom's office to work today.
haha not really work .
its just to fill in this last minute.
that's wat the bosses children do best.

anyway it was okay
and they are paying me wat.
haha 2 sets of 30 min acting
for 80 bux.
no problem man.
anytime.
but..it was like inside this squirrel.
then its really hot inside jsut like ginger bread man.

I still remember in sec school.
haha elephant'e and ginger bread man.

people like it
people bullied me
but i got own-ed by that suit.
came out stinky and sweaty.

but i remember the things that happen then.
when i was inside that cute squirrel with its cute tail,
i kept thinking of elephant'e .
haha jie han and cch should know.
then the other one would be ginger bread man.
haha that was fun too.

so bored at home.
wanting to go out badly
with anyone i know.

you 'll see her someday.

2006-08-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

Once when i was going down the lift
at the MRT
from the platform to concourse level.
with amount of ppl who were waiting outside the lift,
could not possibly all go in the lift.
so then all went in
except this small school gal.
then before she could squeeze into the lift
a mother and her daughter and son just came running in.
the mother just said excuse me and push her away and went in the lift.

WTF? like..if you are in the hurry...how much difference would it do.
if you used the escalator instead of the lift.

The moment i saw it.
i had black face.
and i kept staring at that woman.
cos when the door was closing
i saw the little gal's face.
not knowing wat happen
still in a innocent shock state.

initially i dint want to close the door until the rude woman left the lift.
and the poor child come in.
but everyone was waiting for me.
and like wat can i do?
get angry witht that woman and start quarrelling with her
just over someone who could not get in the lift.

well when i hold the door open
the rude lazy rushed out infront of this ah ma.
the ah ma managged to stable herself after being pushed.
among almost all of the passenger in the lift.
only the ah ma who nearly got push say a thankew before she left.
and i dont understand .
if the auntie who nearly got pushed could say thanks why dint the others.
but that dint really matter la.
cos what matters most when i walked out after being thanked!
i kept smiling.
cos i had the ah ma smiling at me in my mind.
and old folks stand to smile longer.
i dint find it ugly or disgusting but instead very relieved.
i dont know how come.but her smile just manage to make me more happy.

maybe the smiling of your gal or boy fren is different from
the smile another old folk would give you.
if you do get to experience it
try to compare it
and you know the difference.
but experiencing both of them is a delightful experience.

2006-08-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

Have been training with john.
It tiring alright.
and the rest have gone to sports camp.
then left me and john lo.
anyway, we train till very tired.
then we go play pool
whoo hoo.
wah the table at lavender there
damn good.
cue stick best.
ball quality one.

Went home.
pretty bored
nothing to do.
hols jsut started.
race gonna start
need to train more.
hoo ya!

2006-08-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

i think i have forgotten how to react.
to react when a gal talks to me.
maybe i have long to talk
to someone else badly.

life might look alittle longer sometimes.
but its definitely short.
should cherish it though.
i planned to study 2 subject since wednesday.
i had only started yesterday that's bad.

alot of ppl telling me the same thing.
friends
silbings
parents
brothers

but i seemed to do still
the thing that i wanna do.
maybe when you do something.
you dont have to think much about it
unless its a math question.
just do it
then dont look bad.
it might be the correct thing to do.
it might be the wrong thing to do.
you might have to suffer the consequences.
but the consequences ain that bad.
the hardest part is to face it
after that part is gone
the rest will be easy.

i think i still feel myself
alittle bit long-winded.
but my mom recently said this sentence repeatedly.

"sanee you grow up already"
as in not that i am taller
but in the psychological sense.
maybe everyone will grow up.
its just when they will?
and if you do
that's a good thing.

i do still think of you but in a different way.
sometimes like you were so far away
sometimes like you were closer than before.

2006-08-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

had fun today.
frens came to my house
we played soccer la.

we went to kfc.
first time i realize that
my fren all had many big leap
from being a kid to a adult or rather big kid.

they did stuff like clubbing
and knowing ppl easily
and alot more.

does not mean that you have to go clubbing to be an adult.
but what i mean
its the people you know
that makes you look like what?

maybe i should go sometime.
but i am not getting any special attachment there man.

2006-08-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

i watch tokyo drift today.
not that bad.
starting i only know its about racing.
but when i knew its about drifting.
it became more interesting.

i still remember asking cch.
why singapore dont have such gals.
LOL..
no la..singaporeans are asians ma.
asians are very safe and conservative one.
but that is our good point as well.

the funny thing was
i planned to leave at 1245 like tat.
where i had to go to dover from cathay.
in the end , i could not bear to miss it at all
then i left cathay at 1.
wah die.
WHY?
cos my test at 1
LOL!
jia lat i late lo.
lucky this test crap one.
duration 1 h 50.
but 1 h can finish already haha.

2006-08-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

had test today.
hope i dint have careless mistakes there.
anyway i had physical test as well.
for my dragon boat.
damn sad.
i dint do my best.
and i realize it was really bad.
maybe i have deproved.

anyway i met someone in the morning
LOL so funny
when late already still smile smile
Nvm smile is good
i like.
not really in a mood to blog more.
but i really need to improve my physical.

2006-08-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

I still have my runny nose.
then now i come home.
butt aching and having a slight fever.
well i feel kinda sick
but i dont really know what's the prob.
but i know i shag myself out totally today.
Today, i also slack alot.sad with myself.
anyway i manage to get my stroke
and this time i hope the stroke dont change again.

It's been long since i play badminton.
and now that i started.
i got this huge senoir who play badminton well.
he is zai..
anyway , i have been playing.
wah saw this gal ,
and she knows how to play badminton well.
hmmm..
wah i slack in my other club alot.
i think i can somehow be said to be forgotten in that club already.
but its okay..i can catch up with it some other time.
now DB got test on fri.
i got applied electricity and electronic test on fri as well.
wah clash.
Confident isn't arrogant.
to have the passion is important.
stay focus and be determined.

2006-08-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

And so this is the last week for DB
since there's a break after this week
where we can focus on our semestral exams.
Wah poly life right, come so fast and
they dont give you exam time table one.
It's different.It has to be,right?

Well coming home on the MRT.
i was alone this time
cause chun had to take keys from mark house.
then when i sat down i suddenly heard some stuff.
wasn't intentional to eve drop on them.
and there this 2 lady
preferbably 2 working colleagues
then one started talking.
its was'nt really talking la
it was more of a i-blame-you-then-you-say-sorry thing
wah i see liao right cannot tahan.
not because she blame the colleague.
anyway blaming and telling someone his/her mistake is not wrong.
kk, this part hard to explain so i use algebra help me.
A is the colleague blaming the person.
B is the colleague also the victim.

kk starting A was quite friendly.
then suddenly A started raising her voice at B.
then their problem i dint really understand.
but after a while B tried to put off the fire on A
A was so hot her face was quite red.
then B was desperate to stop A
then B tried saying
okay i sorry and i'm sorry i cause you trouble.
i dint want it to happen as well
and B say a whole load of true heart felt words.
and A dint even give a damn.
and she keep saying?
do you know why i am angry?
do you know why i scold you?
WTF????????

cannot ta han this.
people where got so stupid one.
some people tend not to listen when you speak.
but when you raised your voice and talked.
definitely the whole sentence and meaning gets into the brain.
wah..maybe i dont know the whole situation
and i may be wrong by making A look so MEAN!
but there should be limit scold once can already.
dont have to go on and on!
and the worse thing was.
i thought it ended already la.
then suddenly it started again!

well what i hope everyone out there will try to do.
this something to do aint easy
even myself might not able to accomplish
but please try.
Because i feel this is one of the greatest things
everyone can do.
which is when someone hurts you or makes you angry.
you definitely would get angry.
but after you get angry , simmer down quickly
and just tell the person it's okay and dont do it again.
and the greatest challenge is to actually not scold him/her
and also not making him/her feel guilty
like when you just keep quiet suddenly.
savy?
its not easy to do or understd.
but i will try if i meet in such an occasion.

2006-07-23T14:46:00.000+08:00

I went back to mjr previously.
Now mjr change alot already.
they now mixed all the cultural group together.
Wow that's alot of ppl needed to work together.
Its not that bad la.
At least got improvements.
I thought no one would come back to mjr
meaning my classmates la
haha not bad got a few guys who came back.
haha lol saw someone cute hor,
everytime see me then will say,
he think he wear black very cool arz?
LOL
i sometime also stunned.

wah saw mr han, he like very stressed like tat.
we 4 h students go pressure him
ask for our chalet LOL!
but even if he does manage to make one,
i dont know whether everyone can make it ?

wah had a bad dream yesterday.
its not scary but...
its something i will never want it to happen.
anyway got alot of reports
think got 3
then i slack so much.
somemore i dont hav the feeling to do haha.
that's not good!

2006-07-18T12:25:00.000+08:00

Now i have training everyday
And its pool rowing everyday
Its not that bad
just that you need to push youself to row better
infront of your senoirs

Got alot of projects and presentation
to settle.
Somemore i going to watch movies
with my mom and friends
and somemore the same show.
haha EVERYONE!
its my mom birthday
haha wish her happy birthday alright?
anyway , my sis and i bought her a expensive
sun glass for her.
heng got sale, if not we gonna get broke.
although we are already very broke.

i hope can get that passion to do chin- ups.

anyway , i could not do chin up properly last time
now i can do it better.

2006-07-15T13:20:00.000+08:00

Dint really start well today.
Woke up late and i remember that
the previous night i slept late and
told my maid countless times
to wake me up and if that fails
just USE WATER!

and she wake me up but i went back to slp.
then by the next time i woke up i already knew
i was going to be late.
so i rushed everything
then went down in a fluster
asking her why she dint wake me up
the second time as it was from 6 to 7
even if i had bathe and packed stuff 630 or 645
will be down drinking milo already .
and she dint even bother.

AND WHAT MADE ME MOST UNHAPPY is that
she could shout back at me and
say dont come looking for me if you cant wake up.
and i thought that she was supposed to help and
not give such remarks.
our family treat her so good
and she give me such attitude
WTFFFFFFFFFFF????????????
and she raised her voice even before i DID!
WOWOWOWOWWOW!

then she think i can get bullied
SO i scream at her
then she shut up
then she speak so softly.
and say slp earlier next time.
and she say things softly but still in a defiant face

then my grandma came
then i dint want to pursue the matter
then i gave up cos dint want my grandma to see me
in such a angry state.
WOW its being long since i ever shouted at anyone
on a personal problem issue.
although this time i knew i should not do this,
but if i dont then
that F***ing maid will think that she the owner of the house
so i shan't regret this .

TELL ME WHY?
WHY?
why will people take advantage of you
when you treat them good.
I HATE THIS!
nvm anyway i calm down long ago
just to express it out
so i would feel better off.

missing someone is a nice feeling sometimes.

2006-07-04T01:01:00.000+08:00

Today i had Dragon boat training.
Captain said that today's training was one of the easier ones
and that this is just an opening ceremony
to bridging the gap between junoir and senoir.
we are said to be the senoir as well.
cos we would undergo the same training as the senoirs.
and i dont know wtf happen
but today suddenly no strength !
but i did play soccer in the afternoon
but that soccer dint really used much strength.

anyway, alot ppl say my tie cannot make it.
i thought it was alright.
many ppl think was a colour combination disaster .
smth like tat.
but i find tie is different cos
its the only part that must make a great contrast.
nevermind i still haven really figured it out,
but i will.

Mom's birthday coming.
haha i wonder wat i should buy?
kk cya ppl..

2006-06-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

wah i played tennis today with my aunt.
wah she the sporty type and she play tennis well.
very much impressed.
then she got this daughter
she study in sp also
wah she play tennis damn good.
got shocked from how she managed
to get hit the ball with that much strength.
anyway, i saw the high school musical show.
ITS like so nice.
really like it.
wah then got this guy who looks like jesse macartney.
anyway he can sing as well.
then also got this gorgeous gal
wah both of them looks totally couple like.
haha wah that gal really beautiful.
her name isn't short.
err its...vanessa anne hudgens
haha i wonder which is her sir name and her name.
haha somemore one of basketball professional
the other gal is a genius
LOL although its a show and it is fake
but i wonder
will i be able to meet such talented people
that are dashing or beautiful haha.
i think it depends on luck and how god arranges it for you.
well , school starts tml...
And it had to start tml
got kinda feeling i dont wanna go school tml
somemore got training
kk gtg slp its getting late cyaz people.

2006-06-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

haiz
everytime i go overseas
something like this will happen
haiz..
i dont know what to say.
somemore aunty come
ai ya its a long story
i just hope things will be fine.

2006-06-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

i just love it
when we get to talk.
the way you can make me
laugh quietly and incontrollably.
and till it ends
after the nice talk
i would look forward
to....
take care
muackks!

2006-06-03T16:19:00.000+08:00

That time when i was in the MRT
coming home from SP.
pretty tired.
i was enjoying my sit
and soon was going to slp.
then john had to go off
since he is alighting at bugis
then when he went off,
there was a couple infront of me
and the gal came and sat down at john place.
i dont know why
but as soon as she sat beside me
i stood up then
i smile at the gal's boy fren
then he went down and sit beside her
awww so sweet hor?
LOL lac lac
then both the gal and boy fren
gave me a smile
that i really couldn't forget haha.
its nice treating ppl this way
but when i dont get anthing back
its alittle wierd
just a smile will just make my day
it did make me more happy and satisfied.
anyway i just came back from sea rowing today.
jia lat i row not perfect yet.
cch and john say that
my stroke will splash water to them
this is ain't a good sign
still pondering how
to perfect my stroke

ANYWAY!
my electric scooter can work already
many thanks go to my uncle.
nothing to do
then figit with my scooter then can work liao haha.

kk i going to my uncle house
although extremely tired
but i am going still cos they say got pool
haha kk i going jump in liao
haha i just love it being wet
in dragon boat always go pool rowing
then too used to myself being wet.
and its the hols already! HURRAY!
kk i going to enjoy myself there.
cyaz.

2006-05-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today was fun at DB
but the starting was alittle bit tough.
anyway we play water captains ball.
wah fierce sia.
not as easy as the usual captain ball.
wah quite tired now.
but just finish my data sheet reports.
anyway a hint to you guys,
in poly and i think in uni too,
everything is about data sheets and report lo.
well, i am getting used to it.
haiz..i still not fit enough, i wanna do my standard chin up.

kk going off liao.
i am worn out already.
save me from this.
i going to slp already.

2006-05-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

Wah in poly life not easy.
Especially when you have alot of clubs and stuffs.
then when you have test yet you want to go
for your clubs stuff.
then if you manage to get elected
into time consuming and special position.
you will have to pay for the consequences.

sometime it depends on you.
you have to manage it well.
and always during clubs or watever that happens,
someone usually get hurts mentally or get pushed over
and then the usual things alway happen.
this isnt a pessmistic view.
but this always happen and if this does happen to you
dont make it into a big fuss
and just forget and forgive.
that's still the best policy.

kk i gtg alot of damn things to do
cannot ta han.
kk take care ppl!

2006-05-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

Wow, cos i might be going to paris and emsterdam!
wah so happy!
well, its europe and i haven been there before .
hope the flight trip wont clash with my make up lesson.

wah i training myself,
must persevere!

haiz...sha min very naughty
i sometime really dont understd
maybe i was like tat sometimes at that age as well.
then he look like so pathetic
and sha min was very straight forward
so he asked whether he was going with us overseas
and my uncle being very straight
he said it into poor sha min's face
that he was too young and sha min wasn't
going to be able to behave himself even in the plane
FOR 16 hrs!!

i had a flash back
that i had the same feeling once before.
haiz..maybe...everyone has to go through such milestones.
i and my sis like gone to so many countries already
and sha min hasn't gone to even one ? haiz...
somemroe i everytime scold him.
but he really wrong la.

i just hope things were easier
and weren't this ugly
anyway i might be moving house.
to beside my uncle house
which is still in the same area bedok.
wah but need walk further to MRT leh...jia lat...
then next time anyone who comes to my uncles house
i will show you how big his garden is.
your jaw surely will drop.

anyway kk stoppping here.
still suffering from guilty conscious self!

2006-05-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

I feel like i am in my sec school life like tat.
cos my class considered very bonded and
everyone same frequency one.
then i feel lesser stress except
when it comes to test then
they all say they will fail
but in the end they will score well sia.
LOL

nvm la..i better get used to it
then i better buck up too
wah..i think i need to set a doing tutorial day.
i usually always say this
but this time i am going to do it
cos i dont wna to make the same mistake again.

i make sure i will go uni.
sometime very boring but
i everyday go my club haha.
then i and chung heng will chiong carrom!

haha real fun leh..
the other senoir also play.
wah i very lousy leh
i even lose to mama and other female senoir
alamak sia suay.LOL

kk air con real cold
will stop here!

2006-05-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

Got back one of the first quiz.
i class rep then lecturer expect more from me
then he say i do badly.
but i know it was a form of encouragement for me.
today got another test got study de la.
but i tried to study the night before
and this morning.even in the train
but caant make it ,cos too tired.
but manage to secure a pass at least la.
wah but that subject quite confident one.
nvm...bad start for me in SP
regardless of how bad i might do this time
the next test and exam i will make sure it goes well!

wah i saw someone who look like taufik sia
hair style
jacket
face
size.

wah really look alike just that the hair alittle bit off.
haha actually looking like a superstar
dont really mean anything.
you think its very honourable or wat
but actually its nothing.
everyone should rather get their own name out
instead of whom they look like ,right?

wah i thought i last time very poor
On the contrary,now even more poor
cos now lesser money to spend
i really do save alot
but all the money go the club la
go to jersey i wan buy from club]
go to notes la
and you cant imagine how much notes one.
trust me cos they dont use books in poly
and they use notes to substitude
so how much you pay for your books normally
we will be paying for the notes at such a price.
wah...the money like just dissappear like tat!

haha amazing.
anyway, jia you everyone
must do well for your tests.

2006-05-21T18:31:00.001+08:00

wah today go this wedding.
oh its this pretty cousin of john who was the bride.
haha last time i thought bride were usually ugly.
until when you take a second look and you realize
that every wedding gives every woman to be
the most beautiful that she can be.

anyway the bride looks like an actress
in my grandma's show leh.
haha but the actress was a slut in the show
but she is pretty la.
no offence to the bride
but she should be a good person haha.

when i saw the 2 enligthened couple
walk down the isle right?
i suddenly had this question.
theni ask my sis
why dint they look at each other
or at least smile at each other then
continue walking.
they were like some sort under a spell
or command to get married like tat.

haha but later on they were pretty sweet.
the bride'sgroom was a indo guy
chinese indo guy all look like sg chinese guy sia.
haha but they really rich haha.
wah had good food there.
john was there too haha.
LOL we went around introducting
to who he knew and who i know.
its quite funny when everyone hears our story
although its a little stupid
but its funny when you think about it again haha.

wah today go to my dad's cousin house
wah! my house size no KID sia.
her house right is 5 million one.
think her house got 8 rooms.
WTH?
LOL..pro
the husband dman rich.
got 3 cars
one for the husband
one for the wife?
last one guess for who?
ITS FOR THE CHAUFFUER!
kk gtg play game cyaz ppl

2006-05-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

2006-05-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

haha i watched poseidon yesterday!
wah the story line abit short sia
although the whole things lasted amazingly for
1 and a half hour or more i think
the intro like very stupid
then the starting think about 15 minutes
then the rest was about how the ship sank.

The show is nice la
but.....!!!!!
mark charlotte john me cch and robin suay sia.
we go buy the tickets right..only got first row.
alittle bit stupid sia.
then charlotte and the rest started to sit on the floor
and rest their head on the seat.LOL.
i and mark tried that.
dint work!
then we went back on the seat.
haha he keep on dsiturb me then i disturb him back
LOL.
wah robin right..he is this senoir damn pro in carrom.
haha but he damn lame lo.
cannot ta han.
then when we lame him,
he dont entertain us one sia LOL.

anyway , the show can la.
still got standard.
but i want to watch this
"CLICK" show.
really must watch
still got the X-men.
wah exciting leh that one.
davinci code dont know want watch ma.
but heard some ppl say okay nia or wat.
forgot liao.

my class wierd leh.
sometimei like my class.
sometime i dont.
although some friends do stuff that gangsters do
but they are not la.
they very friendly one
but if not too good to mix with them always.
then either them or the 11 a1 students.

walao...got 1 gal from malaysia
she tell me right, her exam all cheat one leh.
in malaysia they can discuss answer one leh.
the teacher during their o level or wat.
dont know how to patrol one then in the end,
the students can cheat leh?
how can such things happen?
o level cheating?
wah..so" good" sia.
LOL i mean not good!
but its stupid la jsut cant believe it.

wah i bought this electric scooter haha.
LOL i thought i can ride it to mrt
then i fold it.
theni carry to sp
then reach liao then open it and
ride till my school haha
will be damn cool sia.
haha but will look stupid.
but i haven finish fixing the seat
and the power source yet

wah fri had the test.
the teacher say the test easy.
he was saying
" you all should be laughing when you see question!"
and i dont know anything yet
until i do the MCQ!
WAT THE HELL.
alittle bit the exaggerating leh the teacher
damn hard even though its
just chapter 1 2 and 3
haha in the end CMI lo
hope to pass can liao this time.
kk i gtg eat liao
i must eat more!

2006-05-20T19:30:00.000+08:00

wah just finished my DB
we had sea training .
damn fun cos we won la actually.
me mark aik chun and john and chung heng
we the 5 first person leh.
and dragon boat requires unity
and thats wat we have.
then our boat move real fast man.
zai!

haha i wanna eat more
then i wont look like chopsticks lo
cos aik chun claims that my hand
looks like chopsticks when i do pull up .
LOL but its quite true.
wah i eat right?
no matter how much i eat
wont fat one la.
i really dont know to get fat
when everyone else is trying hard to not get fat.
nvm...
anyway feel more relax sia.
i want to go to the sunday pular ubin trip tml
but, training just finish today
then monday have training also
so cant go out tml need to rest sia haha.
anyway tml also need to do lots of preparation as well

wah tired.
kk rest well everyone.

2006-05-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

Wah DB training fierce sia.
FIRST TIME I TRAIN TILL....
MY back wing is bruised dark red.
amazing arz?
normally NCC do about 50 push up then finish liao
this time DB force us do 150 leh..
OMG SIAO SIA
i only manage to do 130 plus.
then the first 50 quite standard then the rest really slack sia...
that one dont think is counted push up haha.
realize i very weak sia
nvm i staying in DB gonna train up.
somemore after push up got sit up
very lucky cos the sit up give me time to rest.
wah my wing and lads DMAN PAIN!

somebody save me.
finally this training over already haha.
damn shuang having this feeling.

CRAPS*
wat the hell leh.
i last wed had quiz
then this fri(tml) going get quiz
then next monday having another one
then the next wed also having another one.
LOL..who says poly not stress!
CRAPS!!!!!

haha i finally realize it better
to be forgotten then to be a painful sorrow
and i have finally realized it
after looking up in the sky
i realize i was someone different
i wanna be the same old me
and i dont wan to be so sad always,
when thinking of such stuff.
cos i know i someday i get it too.

kk FM!!!!
sorry
NANA
sorry...
Pei sHI
sorry...
FRIDAY I cant go..
pai sei..really cant go
i thought you guys arranging it later
kk maybe next time
kk cyaz take care/

2006-05-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

Wah i spent alot on my mom's present hehe
hope she is happy with it.
but came back and realize that the handle
of her expensive bag
got colour one.
and EEEEE quality so lousy one meh
we buy already.
Considered very ex for me and my sis leh.
.

wah..after dragon boat outing at sentosa

wah saw alot of things tat reminds me stuff

but i had fun at least.,

Wow...i really going to break down like tat.
maybe i need to change my engine.
wah i need to manage my stuff better.
WAh WEEK 5 is the week sia
the week where all the quizes comes in.

wah..haiz..how come its like this still.
i thought i had gotten over it already.
now i realize i still cant.
well, i need to feel it deeply again
and make a decision again.

take care everone.

2006-05-12T12:22:00.000+08:00

Well, its been hard.
it like an old vase,
which will it choose?
the old one or the new one?

i think its best that way
that the new one gets the chance
cos the old one might confuse the vase
and make the vase more sad each time.

i just dont get it i guess.
maybe what matters most now
is for you to get the life you are
happy and comfortable with.
and maybe, there wont be disturbance
cos i understand what it like to be disturbed.

came back from DB tired.
nearly wanted to go slp
then saw mama and don...
haha don ask me play soccer.
its' an honour
but...cch dont want..
then mama ask me persuade cch
to play cos mama and don together ma
haha..anyway mama want me play
then go play lo...wah..sat got DB outing
they say its going to be fun
its not just the training stuff only
i wanna go but i dont have hte money
poor me.
again something then i dont have
which make me not as good.
well....whole body aching take care guys.

2006-05-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

Went with CCh
to the panasonic bulidng
to repair my phone
have not been in contact
with my phone ever since this afternoon

Just came bcak from
MJC's wonderful performance
well their play was nice
and they do have good singers

well done MJC choir people.
congrats...

walk home differently this evening...

2006-05-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

Yay..
i had a lift to the sky.
There was only like one button on that lift
it was the 150M one.
KkEnough crap.

i today go on the hot air balloon
at the bugis one leh
haha its quite shaky at the start
but it will move up smoothly
then it feels nice too
just that its not as nice as drifting off
to a place that you will not know.

well i love that place
its really nice if you go up with someone special
anyway, its expensive
just for a 10 minute ride
i think its $23 dollars per person.

well,i had spent it quietly on the balloon
its fun everyone should go try it
then you can see the scenery in singapore
well, got Db training kk slping early kk
Cyaz...

2006-05-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

haha.
yup yup!
there have always existed competition
between your friends.
But..it depends on the person who seems
to be weaker.
But in actual fact...if you are lousier in a way
you will be stronger like tat
there is no need to be the strongest in everything
but sometime..giving pass comments
then disagreeing with others
might seem very mean
but just treat it as its like your teacher teaching you
then it will be much easier
haha.

anyway..john dont think too much..
i kena worst one before last time..
NCC...
then i always kena from you all
but it does not matter de
cos i know if i need help
i need your comments
you guys sure will do what you all
are able to do de.

Dont think too much.
I just hope everybody
can be able to forget ugly things
keep the nice memories
enjoy talking bout funny and nice event
but not the humiliating ones...
and also not to hurt each others feelings
even if you were hurt before.
Everybody will take the bitter feeling before
it aint nice...
so if you get,
treat it as a test
for you to able to restrain
from now treating others the way
they treat you
that will be the ultimate test.

I have yet to learn myself
i feel i have been ignoring my brother
although he is sometime really irritating
and yet so young and more stubborn then i am!
then..haha..nvm..its a long one..just take it
then i am the big bro who needs to teach him slwoly
even if it means him climbing over my head
i have to risk it just cos he is my bro.
someone i wanna be proud of
not someone who i wanna hate..

kk poly life rockks
haha i love it..i hope it will be more fun
and it will never end haha
kk..and ppl please take care of yourself
okay...?

2006-05-01T18:58:00.000+08:00

It was tough seeing things not like the past.
Haiz seeing things that were usually how it were
Sometime its just very painful
and you will know that no one else can share your pain
and you have to endure it all till it some how
or some way manages to go away.

maybe, going through the process
will prepare you for greater outcome or ordeal
and you will be able to overcome it
Maybe it will take time.
NOT JUST TIME,
BUT A WHOLE LOAD OF IT!

2006-05-01T11:06:00.000+08:00

haha..i am alright already.
that's good to hear for me.
Wow ...school has started already.
Not so much of the clubs and games stuff already
and more of the studying and project stuff.

anyway , there's so little thing to do
but when i think again
there are more then i can handle.
Craps.
My air con leaking
then cant use.
then need to use the fan.
then the fan beside blasting me
i still dont know how
i still can be sweating .
jia lat..

wah jia lat leh..
i sweat very easily now
then got the smell de
sian sia...
zzzzzzzzz
now must bring oderant everywhere.

I feel its wierd every night
before i go to slp
smth's not quite right
but i dont know what is that...

well, that smth i got to figure
it out myself.Stay healthy
exercise more.

2006-04-29T09:39:00.000+08:00

I totally CMI! yesterday
the night before yesterday was even worse
I totally cant slp.
whole body was aching first.
Cos DB until the last lap of 0.4km
wah i go bia leh.
then we got allocated time.
too fsat got punishment
also if you are slow too
theni thought i was slow but in the end was too fast
then waste my energy go bia
then in the end i bia too much when walking home
i thought i needed a wheel chair
wah then after wholdy body aching on the bed
then fever came.
That one really suckiing every bit
of my strength man.

then the next morning go to doc
wah then i slp for about
22 hours leh
wah i reall energy leh
i very jia lat
the first time i feel so
crippled like tat.
wah i hope this sickness is going out
of my body soon!

Zzz i am sick!

2006-04-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

ALAMAK!
i whole body CMI already la
my left hand aching badly
both tighs and legs going get worser
haha the consequence of dragon boating

haha its okie at least i know i gave my best
in the practise.It gives me the passion to be stronger
haha . dont worry i wont wanna be those big size
bouncer like tat.Just enough for me will do.

haha anyway i feel like vomitting leh
jia lat..
LOL also very sian leh...
got to see someone special,
but so short nia unfair haha
anyway i need more rest
kk cyaz..
take care everyone
and remember to choose a
CCA that you really will enjoy
and also that will benefit you
not just becos of your friends nia.

2006-04-24T21:25:00.002+08:00

Wah today cannot ta han.
I realy not fit enough sia.
really need to eat more.
haha.kk this is my new year resolution
to be more bigger in size
dont want the thin thin sanee already.
but i cant be that BIG la.
BIg enough can liao
wah, anyway i dont want to suffer in NS
i rather suffer now and get the size
and besides, boys look better in that size.
dont want the can be bullied little boy haha.

anyway , i have got a LONG LONg way to go.
but i wont give up, definitely not!

wah got a special hello today haha.
appreciated it but it turned comical
and the carem game also very lame one.

kk, that's all need to rest
DB cap say must rest then got energy
so thursday wont so shag.
haha training again haha

2006-04-24T21:25:00.001+08:00

2006-04-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

2006-04-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

wah i fianlly got my internet back already.
WHAT A RELIEF!
well, loads of ppl to know
loads of things to do
wah suay suay lecturer choose a index
then i so lucky kena then become class rep
then now i am teacher's pet.
sian sia...nvm but i wanna go uni
then, if i going uni, need the points haha
cheers*

wAH...MY camp the ppl stead damn fast sia
after one camp then straight away can stead.
so pro one.
but i not gonna get involved in such stuff
i want my degree
then i talk bout that.
wah i miss my internet
i miss my games
and i lastly miss my key board

haha...
anyway here's a tip

when you are sweating badly,
and you are intending to use a deodarant
do not
i repeat DO nOT
spray it yet on your body
because it will make your body
even more smelly
haha LOL..
just for tips!

2006-04-10T20:11:00.000+08:00

WAH..currently at cch house , that's the reason why i would be able to use the internet.
It's terrible without internet.
i dont know when i shift the computer from my room to my sis then the internet suddenly dissapear.Its wierd.i really dont know come like this one.

sort sort*

its okie!
i gonna call the singnet ppl to
get this connection stuff ready,
thanks to S.O.C

well, sp is starting
alot of admin stuff
DAMN ALOT OF TALKS
and it ain't that bad.
wah i got lap top
but now also no use.

haha anyway i todday
fortunately or unluckily
got chosen to be class rep
some sort of monitor like tat.

fierce*

then is very heng sia
the lecturer chose a register number
then heng heng i kena
but its good la
i wanna go uni
then i need the points.

Wah today,
i walking to my class block
then suddenly one camping friend shout out
to me "SANEE!!!!"
wah i turn around
then act blur then turn back sia
haha..damn funny
anyway i am sorry
if you do see this msg
i dint dao you de.
haha.

2006-04-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

I GOT MY LAP TOP!

fierce*

Give me 1 ha
give me 2 ha
give me many many ha
hahaHAHAHahAHAHAhAhahahAhAHa

2006-04-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

I'm back.
miss me lots?
well,its been long till i last blog
was at st john island with my great team members.
there were 4 groups.
vulture,sky hwak, condor and eagles
and i was in condor

anyway, everyone was a champion in that camp.
love it that way.
the balance of human nature rockks.

there were many events.
real creative ones.
Had one hack of the time there.
The GA and GL rock.
anyway we also diso-ed ourselves
yesterday midnight to this morning
well its my first time.
they had the light fixed up
everyone was going "crazy"
well wat more could i have said?
everyone rocked then!

Met many ppl.
short ,sweet ,tall,quiet,funny,competitive,enthu,"zhi high",handsome
Anyway, i hope i made them realize i wanted everyone else
to have as much fun as i did.

we also had this SA game
secret admiring game.
that's smth different
smth you dont get in sec school.
well, everyone has to mature
everyone will
no matter wat!
although there is this boy
goes by the name of edmund i think.
and he tries to trick and make ppl look
like a fool.Well, maybe alittle childish
but he still has the manly look.LOL

fierce*

came back today
grandma's birthday
rushed home and bought some
"Tao suan"
grandma's favourite
so its mine too.

well the cakes were even more better
haha we had solid moose cake!omg CHOCOLATE.
also having CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM CAKE
and also havingMANGO FRUIT CAKE
wah..now you see you also hungry le right?

haha kkz
everyone have fun
This CDAC camp rocks.
Cch and i had lunch and talked to each other
About all the ppl in all the groups
it was fun.
This is just the beginning
my journey into SP

make frens
not enemy.
kkz guys
myself have not had proper meals
and slept during the camp
but it rock everyone in that camp.

i am gonna rest awhile now
take care guys.
and to ppl in the CDAC camp
(i am not an ah qua.LOL.)

2006-03-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

Today i went out with cch and cch's bro's frens.
They were funny
One was even more crappier then me.
but we exchange our lameology.
Its fun today nothin much
gonna have to go sp meeting tml
for some camp orientation stuff.
I am sorry .hui min kai wen and
wee kiat and yu jie that i cant go
sentosa and besides, i
am rather broke now. LOL

Ain't blogging for the sake of it
but for the sake of my pw

jmpxfqfjtij
Foerver.

2006-03-27T06:27:00.001+08:00

Wah finally back from shang hai trip.
I had fun.
I am an independent guy already.
i went to shang hai air port
went thru adminstration
ALL BY MYSELF
until i met this 2 nice caucasian ladies
they happened to be on the same flight
because they were my uncles staff
so they treat me very well sia.
This is call pai ma pi LOL.
i think my life really blessed.
everyone elses' life is blessed too
better treasure it.
While my uncle and his talents(staff)
went to shanghai for work
my grandma and i were like
ENJOYING LIFE

I saw the venice of CHINA
its called
ZHOU ZHUANG
Just that the river stinks
anyway i bought many things.
Think i am influence by the female race
to get crazy over shopping.

I had fun.
i had experience
i had good food
but no matter how
my grandma stood by my side
holding my hand
i still feel the loneliness.

Anyway what is the first thing
that you would think or hope
about once you leave the airport?

Others would be.
I must have a good slp
I must have my princess meal
Or i must show everyone how much i bought

but all i want is to hope for everything to
turn out fine without any problems

AND, i bought lots of stuff.
so happy .
I hope everyone will be glad
that i bought them stuff
no matter how lousy is theirs
compared to others

The only 1 i regret is to not buy
this wooden gun for sha min.
But its okie i can buy him better stuff
again next time.

I also met this client of my uncle
he was a caucasian
he was telling me lots of stuff
he's funny too.
LOL its was like so damn funny
Anyway, he told me.
Never make out with a
shang hai lady
this goes out to all guys in the world
because shang hai woman have been
tramatized by their japanese occupation
and they are still sick
so beware.
NEVER get a wife who is from shang hai.
But anyway i dont have to go thru this trouble
i think i have figured out whose going to
be the one for me.

Omg i went to the sakae in shang hai
and its very dramatic and entertaining
But i tell you the food there
Thumbs UP!

alright came back tired i wanna rest a while anyway i got back my NOKIA 6230.have fun at school people.

Chill guys.

2006-03-27T06:27:00.000+08:00

2006-03-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

I woke up with an ache over my whole body.Then receive a call from cch that we were not going cycling.How sad.Well its okie.I have loads of time to enjoy before poly starts.But, i bet i will enjoy school life.

Just came back from helping my grandma to shift furniture to our uncle's house.Wah it was tiring.sort of wanted to die out or just leave half way.i inquire some brusies and scratches.ouch! no one to heal them for me now.Anyway, just feel like having a good massage and then a good night slp.

i am tired guys.Give me a break. Dont flood me with all your stuffs.

2006-03-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

Today i met john at my house bcause CCH was late.AS usual, then we went to meet at bedok mrt and we walk to bedok swimming complex.HAHA.I taught CCH to swim.SO proud.anyway it was fun with cch and cch's bro and john.we had fun.we were 4 muscular and medium size boys walking around in swimming trunks. Its actually pretty funny.I dont know why. but while we were having fun, the SKY JUST HAD TO RAIN! CRAP! then i swim another half lap then i went up.Wah last time i could go for a few laps, but now...getting on my age..i do one lap, really very very very very ....... very really extremely totally completely EXHAUSTED! Well after that we planned to go cycling but DUE TO SOME Jie HAN LOGIC, we went to Mac CC to play badminton.Jie han wanted to go in SRJC badminton team so we trained him.Prays* that jh get in the team.Tml is gonna be another interesting day.Going to cycling and going to play pool right after that.Tml is gonna be a long day as well.Hope to have fun tml, I mean i would definitely have fun.Have fun ppl.

Ermz.. here is 1 sad news. Your most adorable and charming sanee is going to shang hai.And he wouldn't be available to entertain you guys anymore.I would be gone for about 4 days.Dont worry, i will buy everyone present(provided i get money from mom) LOL.Anyway, there's been a stretched of fun activities for me this few day, i hope everyone has as much fun as i do and everyone will be happy.

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2006-03-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

i went to a place today
a place where i usually
would wait alone.
a place where it was hot
a place where hug and flying kisses
would be exchanged
a place where i would
willingly wait no matter how long
cos the outcome would be worth it.

well i just waited a while more
enjoying the different environment
from the previous time i came.
then this time when i was down there
it was a different feeling
i wasn't afraid to let anyone know
that i was waiting down there.

well, i was in high hopes
to see the window slide open.
but, it was still a wishful thinking
and the time is also not right

Still, thinking of standing there
when i knew no one would come
had a stupid feeling
But i realize what that i was hoping
for almost impossible to be realized.

i still feel that little fire inside
reluctant to die out
Maybe, i am different from others
just because of 1 word
commitment
Only after time has pass
would i know the answer
still coming back to point one.
Now, every now and then
i get flash backs of special scenes

going to cycling and swimming
with cch ,his bro and john
bet it will be fun
just that there is 1 question.
Where is my swimming trunk?

2006-03-19T09:37:00.000+08:00

That song.
Memories to be kept
Not willing to let go

i cant believe this morning
after listening to this song
i abruptly had water in my eyes

and that song is "goodbye my lover"
its such a beautiful song.
just like someone else.

2006-03-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

I remembered going to sentosa that time with wee kiat and yu jie.haha wierd right hanging out with this old frens still? haha..but i dont care.They were my good and faithful fren.They solved my troubles, but never failed to give me more troubles.That's the nice thing about frens,helping each other out.

we reach sentosa.Then wee kiat starting tell us about this luge ride race.(racing sled)He sort of meant that is was going to be addictive, but i dint really believe him.But its in my blood not to believe totally in what ppl say.That's a good policy.When i had the luge ride, it was extremely fun.I really suggest to all boys and gals who have sweet heart to bring them there.Cause it will be a ROMANTIC day, but nonetheleast its going to be hot.Remember to bring your own form of air con if you go there.After the exciting luge ride, there was still a chair lift that brings you up to your original start point of the luge race.We like took 2 rides but it was not enough still.(hint* :to guys: the ride is not cheap) We were so overjoyed that we started talking bout how we skided the car and all those stuff ( the normal boy style of describing a race).Then wee kiat accidentally drop his slipper while he was on this chair lift, And we started bursting into laughter on the chair lift.But we went back and retreieve the slipper .Not forgetting wee kiat formal self who always say thankew to the minor stuff you would do for him.Yea, he 's a good guy.It was fun having meet old frens.And besides that sentosa trip was like so free.Wee kiat was one of the staff there and we got special discount.It was thrilling at sentosa just remember to bring your frens there.

I also was pulled by jie han to accompany him to go out with lee lin and dory.Cch went too.It had a comical start. haha..but since i knew those 2 gals well enough, i was able to spot them while some green gal tried to pretend using her phone and not see me LOLOL.But me and cch and jh were in our bestest attire to look good.Because we are pretty plain guys and dont usually wear such dashing outfits LOL .It was fun to lame others, having the same joker status everyone thought i was back then.Wow we went to sakae at suntec, guess wat? It was renovating.Cch and i suggested to eat some cemented sushi(i never tasted it before ).We proceeded to bugis.A little bored of that small and busy place.That place does bring back alot of memories.But i actually had the best food in that sakae resturant.The previous time i went was just eating normal and plain one.This time with professionals life lee lin and dory, i was able to eat more delicious ones.It was a nice and entertaing buffet lunch at sakae with a squeezy table for 4 with 5 of us.Anyway, when on the MRT someone claims to have survived that tragedy.Where i was the disaster.CRAP*LOL..wah so mean right..maybe i lost my skills as a entertainer already.

WAH i also managed to survived the TRIP. GOD BLESS ME.LOL

lately i 've been spending lots of money.That's bad..my dad is cutting my expenses sia due to my heavy phone bills.Anyway, i finally got the 24 hrs incoming free.Well, i am still wooing for my VS6 .Its a beauty.I hope by the time i am buying it, the price would have already drop by an extreme portion.Then maybe, i can buy more stuff more myself.

That's all for today combining 3 days of action just in one day's blog.
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over and out.

2006-03-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

my sister ju told me that.

If i accept , it does not mean i agree

Interesting , eh?i had a long talk with her. It was painful.But that was the truth.She told me about alot of her past experience.Haiz, i feel its unfair keeping ppl waiting when they dont even know i am waiting although i am.Well, she also said that no relationship will be an easy one.That is the beautiful thing about relationship because it wont be easy but worth finding.

I just wished i dint have to love too many woman in one life.But, a relationship would never be easy , cos it always take 2 person to make it go right.haiz..This is life and we just have to accept it.But my first love ...or rather everyone's first love will never be easily got over by.For mine, it also happens to be more painful then i thought it was.

She was a special gal from the start.A someone whom i thought i would live to have a beautiful partner like her my whole life.Initially, i thought it was over for only 2 yrs and after that.we would be back together.Life is unpredictable.I guess i have to live with this.But she was one of my most wonderful and first love i ever had.kkz it shall be in my life for now.

2006-03-14T13:30:00.000+08:00

i grant you my word
shan't go back on it
i shall stand here in this life
till time tells me the answer

well, i am currently admitted to singapore poly
(chemical engin).actually saying this, cause
everyone has been asking me this question.
Its a little irritating when you get continuous
questions about your course and school.

Yestersday night, i had one of the most fun BBQ
party(hui min birthday).Many thanks goes to the 4E
gals.I dint know playing volley ball in the night at the beach
was so much fun.Wah, i haven had fun since like 2 years.
But they were like, my senoir and they did know who i was.
It was nice having meet those senoir after they graduated.
I wished that night would not end.Anyway, in everyone's
teenage life, as long as you had fun, that will do.So make
sure you have fun and enjoy the companionship.

My mom has this crazy thing going this past few days.
She has been craving to watch night scary movie with this
new dvd player we just bought.I finally got this family reunion
feeling back.Anyway, Its nice to have a family to fall back on
when you feel lonely.My dad is turning over a new leaf.Well,
maybe life is turning everything around making it easier for me.
i love it this way.

Ever since, i had started to learn the true meaning of my religion.
well, it is quite strict.But there are reasons behind it.And once
you have understd the true reason, will you then understd why
there is such a rule.

There is this last thing about the religion thing that i would not be
able to marry a woman who has not convert herself into muslim.
Wah..i bet it not going to be easy to find that person, but if it means..waiting for 2 yrs? 5 yrs? or even 10 yrs...i will...as long as the person is willing to convert....

kkz this is a long post haha hope you have gain ENLIGHTENMENT.LOL..take care

2006-03-13T11:23:00.000+08:00

hi , haha its been long.Well, its still long till i get to go school.I hope its not going to be tough in poly.haha.I hope i am able to get to the local Uni, if not i will try going abroads.That would surely be fun.But i know its going to be lonely there.Anyway that word does not matter, cos my place has been filled up.I am suddenly stumbed when i wanted to write this post.Dont know why but i feel very wierd.Then,i shall be off now.

2006-03-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

life has'nt been the same ever since then.maybe bringing this up again would be stupid.but i wont do that, cos it will be inhonourable.I was posted to singapore poly..OMG...DOVER....BEDOK...NO LINK!~!!!! wah very far..haha anyway if its that's far then let it be then.anyway..i have been travelling lately. To everywhere so that i can turn my attention to other stuff. The audition failed again.but my ambition still lives on.

Pei shi you say the blog is dead?
haha i guess it is then.
the owner has neglected its blog
its the owner's fault.

ya maybe someone is right.
this blog probably is dead

take care everyone.

2006-02-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

well, today is a day.I have barely or almost nothing to do like usual.Just that my computer is up and ready to be used.Wow..its fast..its going to be 3rd march very soon..and i am going to get my posting soon.haha..although there's bout 4 more days to go, i know there's no hurry...but there nothing else for me to be excited or be thrilled by.Anyway, the recent days, has been quiet and peaceful.Everyone in my family goes to school,if not work, if not outing.Then i am left with my own computer.My computer was a great companion today.She cheered me up by letting me enjoy her games.Anyway, why is every non-living thing being call her. That i dont understand.She also tickled me with her funny jokes..and not forgetting to mesmerize me with her beautiful music.It was a normal day.It should be a good day since nothing bad did happen.

Wow..anyway...the orange squash my maid made today..suckk! haha..cheers everyone.good luck this Friday.3rd march!

2006-02-26T16:54:00.000+08:00

today, i played badminton with my dad. He had improve very much .haha i am happy for that.wei..It was the first time i was able to play a double game with my dad partnering me. i was so happy . Since my dad was a good player, that caused my the excitement that. ANyway it was teh very first time, my dad talk to me about how i could improve my skills.That was the first time i felt my father. I am proud of that. i also do want to have a good dad.Just that , he's still very stingy and wont give his money out just to repair or make some changes.

i also went to the Prima revolving tower or smth like tat. It was amazing they used the logic of earth moving without ppl feeling it. i was astonish but dizzy after looking at the floor moving. HAHA...

haiz...it was also that place when...she and i had decided to give it a rest. i hope its just smth like a pause then after a while when we unpause it, we would be back again. BECAUSE they have to little hours in one day. haha lame logic. anyway she understds.and i do to. BUt like wat my friend said, a relationship will , it definietly will, but as long as there were good memories left behind , there is no doubt that is a good relationship. i hope i was a good guy then haha maybe not good enough...i was sad...but i have to move on...she has to and i am happy for that.

wei...my computer not repaired yet sia...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ nvm...luckily i got my sister ju lap top to work on for a while that is. haha...wished that.. i could turn the relationship from a agonizing one and into my wonderful and sweet moments with someone special on earth.
For now...i will play badmminton for family, friends and lastly for my own passion to becoming a good player.However,i am still a nobody yet.but i will try and that will me bring me higher.Friends have fun in your new school remember to make friends.Friends are important. haha good luck.

2006-02-19T20:53:00.000+08:00

today.. guess wat..my dad agreed to play badminton with me.first we were on our way to bedok CC.Then i told him we dint have shuttle cocks..and we went to bedok NTUC to buy some.The shuttle cocks were packed in half a dozen and one look at the brand also let me realize that..the shuttle cock was not the normal type.we went to bedok but no space..then we went to Mac CC haha..then we got the court..but i kept nagging at my dad to get better shuttle cocks or we would embarrassed ourselves at the court cos we are using cheap shuttle.haha.In the end, we had lucnh together..then he took my sugar cane drink and said" you cannot drink too much later get stomach." then he drink it all down.LOLOL..think...i got it from him this lame stuff...haha but i losing my laming already..cos..i dont get the usual frens to understd my lame stuff..and besides..no one excepts my family does completely hear my jokes..haiz..but now my sis and my mom..also alittle bit problem with me.haiz maybe this is life..and i should better get use to it.haha next we waited for our turn to use the court..while my dad tried to show off his skills to me...haha...and also that some attempts did not succeed.haha soon we started playing. AND GUESS WAT?...the shuttle really cannot make it sia.I hit the first ball..and i flew like...i was playing golf.that was bad...anyway in the end i pick up few shuttle and we staarted playing haha!haha..my dad was really a good badminton player..haha he moves are really inquestionable..but under this circumstances...where my dad had smoke and drank so much...he had lost almost bout 5/6 of his total stamina...after the 3rd ball we were playing he started to pant heavily.haha soon we started a match and my dad concentrated on my weakness..haha..but he took 5 minutes break int eh middle of the match haha...how comical.anyway..i won the match haha..i managed to catch up with him..haha..and after we came back...we had a jog..the way we jog together..i dont know why..gave me a feeling that..its okay that i look like my dad..i work like my dad..as long as i dont get his bad points..i would definitely wanna be like him...haha..he reachign 50 this year? and he is AS HANDSOME as he was during his 30's haha..that my dad ..i am proud of him..haha ..i have this wish..i wanna be a national badminton player...i hope my mom my dad will all recognize me as one... my ture ambition.

2006-02-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

hiaz my mom... was sad was it really my fault..haiz..did i not put in my ....best..i really dont know...haiz...i feel like...i so useless...i wish i could...just nvm...when i got the" thnkas for playing that part" from mr conrad... i say okay thankew..then...i had to walk the path of failure.

I WALK DOWN THE PATH OF FAILURE...

WAS I SUPPOSE TO SMILE AND LOOK UP ?

2006-02-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

wah...hon..where are you...after the morning sms which you abruptly stop replying..then i haven heard from you yet wor... hon...your phone off...you dint come in msn yet..hurr..dont scare me wor...hurr i miss you...please appear...anywhere...any how..just do...begs*

2006-02-06T03:11:00.000+08:00

haiz..i couldn't slp and i never will slp when this happens..haiz..my eyes are red, my mind is in a mess, i am confused and i dont know wat to do to help you? haiz...i hope nothing bad happens to you..haiz..after all...i really want you to be safe and sound and be the same old cute normal self..who would make me laugh and smile even though you look stupid and adorable. but at least..tell me if you have anything in your mind..i will lessen your burden on yourself ,really!..but if this is one of your tricks..i dont think its a nice one to play one. anyway i just hope you are okay...really..i dont want anything happening to you..hopes*..wishes*..request*..beg*...plead*...pray*...that you would be alright and be your usual self this morning.

2006-01-31T12:04:00.000+08:00

haiz...maybe sometime..i get big headed and keep thinking wat i did is not going to be wrong, until i realize it when it turns out all of it is wrong.

i just wanted to end it being happy, for you as well.but such a abrupt and unhappy ending... i cant take it de..that's the reason i wont get my slp properly!

anyway just helped uncle ...supposely started at 9 finished at 11 then..extended so long...and he claims that i was slow doing gardening..and even including that playing with dirt was a process of being a man! CRAPS! anyway..my watch and ring were dinner..was a little unhappy then have a fast and good bath smelling all much better but still having my fingers sore! haiz..dont wanna stay at home..i wan go somewhere..somehwere anywhere..haiz..

2006-01-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

haha..time pass so fast ya? haha..anyway its going to be CNY soon haha..and i dont have to go to bang kok!!!!!!!!! which means..i can collect HONG BAO! yay..haha..anyway..got alot of off days man..haha..wah..in the bus ryte..i was thinking of a a eventful day that is coming..think for HIM,her and another her and another HER haha..dont think too much hurr hon..hehe..muackks anyway..hope those ppl will like it alot! muackks..

2006-01-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

wow..today...was really slacking at work...haha and i am really gettin the hang of just lying around in the office waiting for work to be layed onto my table! haha..anyway...everytime i pretend to look on the paper on my tabble..i am actually thinking of someone hehe..muackks..hurr..miss her so much wor..then will think of all the stuff we had gone thru wor haha..anyway just miss ppl when you are at work de..it applies to everyone de wah...i just rush back from 7 eleven without bringing my hp..wah..lucky hon dint call later she slp le then hurr i will sad de wor..muackks anyway she haven and..hehe..still waiting muackks..good luck hon..hehe love you! legs numb* been cycling throughout non stop!

2006-01-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

wah..today after sending babe home hurr then i go home ryte..hurr i was feeling alittle bit tired and deep in my thought as well then i saw bus "67" then i took out my ez link card..then when i boarded the bus , i dont know wat happen, and i just walk up and about tapping the card to the ez link machine totally slipped off my head sia..then suddenly the driver shouted "HELLO HELLO! "theni turn back in my blushed face and tapped the card..wah..i am still wondering of wat i doing then..which make me look like a stupid fool out there haha!

anyway my uncle is in the hospital and he claims to have this leg accident during his soccer game..but i think its his motorbike game bah he very risky and dangerous wor..haha..anyway he's still okay..and all fine..and that will be enough and i dont wnat ppl dying!

hurr that goes to babe as well you dont die okie? you still have to be with me for as long as i need you!

anyway i had enough with my forcing le..haiz...i hope i stop my forcing..i hope i hope! i must stop! hope i remember!

here's a promise i make tonite
you can count on it for life!
tiny finger crossed*

2006-01-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

hehe...today..wah..work hard wor! hehe..put fur...carry mirror wah tell you , if i am a boss who just saw such a worker, i would rate itr a grade "A" worker haha! ... anyway still suffering from my runny nose..i hope honey was beside me , then all this would be gone le hehe muackks! wah feeling so sick lehz..still sweating wor! hehe..anyway still got work tml so must work hard i half way thru going get my month's pay liao haha!

2006-01-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

i alway tell ppl who are sad, come on cheer up..dont let this bring you down forever..and now i am just like tat!

and for that..i will not carry on being stupid! haiz...i have my confidence coming back..and..i just hope things would be the same!

2006-01-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

haiz..come back home..tired exhausted..not physically but mostly mentally..i had a hard time figuring something out! last time, i had my frens in school, and as they were frens..they also wanted me to join them! then after the o levels , i thought it would be better cos i had more time..but it was wrong! cos i had to WORK! and me working i destroyed so much...at least it gave me the experience and money..but..

i dont wanna lose time with you either..
especially when you are working with your parents
then they tend to ask to help more!
haiz..its not that i dont want..
but.......
haiz..maybe i am useless bah
i always get controlled by others..
maybe its time i accept the facts..
you may think i am good
but..you definitely can find better ones.
haiz..feel so..nvm..
cyaz guys..

2006-01-14T20:57:00.000+08:00

wah..came back..tired! totally worn out! haha..i started from 0930 then help my mom..wah today was really tiring..haha..furthermore today was suppose to be a off day anyway! as long as i get to spent time with honey during week days i much more happy! haha..hurr... i dint her reply today..i alittle low-spirited today..i wish she was beside me ...

2006-01-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

hurr today i so happy~! i dont know why..but ..when my uncle who's the boss of the company i am working in..when he came back, i thought it was going to be tough on me , but it was not!haha..think everything going to take a turn! honey! i will go meridion just for you! everyone jia you! LOL alittle too late haha..LOL..its okie..i pray very very very hard can le ! i love god! haha..its true!

wah..seeing my sister smile i more happy le..hope she is..haha ate KFC with mom..so happy! dont know why haha! my fmaily coming back!
yay! i love earth! i am AN EARTH LINK!